left and no longer holding back

gamer. RN. not your typical cutie-patutie girl. alternative music fan. no nonsense. giggler. mango juice addict. beach lover.

Sunday, June 27, 2004

Sykes at Subic!

Oh well they said that there will be roving buses every 30 minutes but we got stuck in Forest Hills... good thing we were able to buy supplies from Duty Free. Ann and I cooked sinigang and the rest is history





Me and Ann cooking sinigang.



A hearty meal. Yumyum.



Before going home. L to R Sonny, Ann, Mike and Me

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

Another day in my life... I just learned last week that my dad spent 14 years of his life cheating on us... straight from his own mouth... he told the other woman that he is just waiting for me to leave the country then he will tell my mom to leave the house so he can have the other woman live there with him... i heard it with my own ears. He was talking to the woman on his cellphone.

I hate this... I'm already an adult with the problem of a high school or a grade school student...

Everything my dad told me were all LIES... i believed him before... now I will never ever believe anything that he says.

I don't feel hurt anymore. I just want him to leave. I feel like I want him to drop dead. I feel stupid.

No wonder I am having 2nd thoughts of leaving... but everything is all set. I dont want him to ruin my life. Mom agreed to sell the house when I get settled in Australia. Its in my name already but I'm still in a way worried about things.