left and no longer holding back

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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Song in my head...

Collide - Howie Day

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you

Yeah I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

I am back to blogging again. I have been through so much and I don't know where to start. A few months after leaving Mcro, I get a call from my old center and I land a supervisory job that pays well, the office is near my place, (I can literally walk to work) and the workload is just right. Just when I think all is going well, I get a very unusual IM from the person I directly report to.

Person: Do you know why I hired you for this account?
Me: Why?
Person: Because among all the applicants, you have the biggest boobs.
**silence**

My bad. I should have not been silent because I was offended. I only told him his comments were inappropriate after a few weeks of the same IM torture, but still he kept on IMing me obscene and inappropriate comments. I filed a complaint. Went through the usual process and all he got was a written reprimand.

One thing that happened that drove the final nail was when some guys were outside the office and one of them pulled me to go inside the car. I pulled away and ran as fast as I could. Later on I saw that these guys were my boss' friends.

I can laugh at this whole situation now that I am out of it. I miss Macromedia. I miss the people there. Totally different from those in the outside world.

God is good because I as soon as I left, there was an opening at my old boss' office. I still have a job.