left and no longer holding back

gamer. RN. not your typical cutie-patutie girl. alternative music fan. no nonsense. giggler. mango juice addict. beach lover.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Cannonball-Damien Rice

There's Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
There's Still a little hard to say what's going on
There's Still a little bit of your ghost, your weakness
There's Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
That I can’t say what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love,it taught me to lie
Life, it taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

There's Still a little bit of your song in my ear
There's Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love, it taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon..
Stones taught me to fly
Love, it taught me to cry
So come on courage
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

Things are now okay. Got things cleared up. He never met up with his friend nor his X-girlfriend. He thought of me. How I would feel.

I am truly happy.

Friday, July 21, 2006

X-girlfriend sends you notes via the net and you reply. You tell a part of it but not the whole story. You said her brother is here but you failed to mention that she is here too.

Makes you wonder why that detail was omitted. If its nothing, why omit?

Don't care who your friends are, they may be people in your past life. But what keeps the thinking going is why lie? Omitting is still lying because its not the whole truth. There is no such thing as a half-truth because the word itself is a synonym for a LIE.

Just wondering.

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Kelan ba kayo ikakasal?

I don't get annoyed when my friends ask me this but I do get annoyed when asked by unsignificant bitches who mean something else when they ask me... hello, hinde ka naman invited so baket ka nagtatanong. Hmph.

Honestly, we are taking our time. We are not in a hurry.. We are waiting for Caleruega. We have been waitlisted for 2 years. We have our deadline as to when we will give up and look for another venue. Anyways, what what do you care? Eh hinde pa nga e. Live with it, ok?

Parasites... I hate them

Relatives who come to you to ask for money. Relatives who don't even lift a freakin' finger to make their lives better. Just because they think you are well-off, they make you feel obliged to give them money. And if you don't give, ikaw pa ang masama. They promise to return the money but they never do.

Ever since I had a job I never asked money from anyone. Not even my parents.

Swerte raw kame because we earn a lot and they make it sound like its our fault.

Hello! It's not called luck- its called hard work.

I am so mad.