left and no longer holding back

gamer. RN. not your typical cutie-patutie girl. alternative music fan. no nonsense. giggler. mango juice addict. beach lover.

Saturday, October 16, 2004

changed the layout again today but cant seem to make the comments link work... i wonder what im doing wrong...

Monday, October 11, 2004

Games really help me a lot...

Oh well, I'm pissed and I know I shouldn't be... most of my friends know about this. I am still learning the art of 'deadma' and to just shut my freakin' mouth when all that wants to come out of it is f*&k you %$#($* and a lot of other words similar to that to you know who people.

Today am I learning to control myself to not be affected by the people around me who piss me off. Concentrate on the good things in life and the good friends I have.

I continue on imagining the people I'm pissed off with as the aliens that I shoot when playing Halo... the cars that I totally wreck when I play Burnout 3... and they definitely match the zombies' profile in Resident Evil anyway.

Today I have scribbled these people off my life and my list of friends. Anything they would say to me will be treated as nothing I care about. Their words will enter one ear and exit the other.